Well, I think there is something wrong with me. Really, there must be. I normally don't get pissed easily, or let it bother me when I do get pissed. This is the second time in one month.

Okay, here's the deal. I was at a friends the other day. We haven't seen each other in a few weeks and we were spending time together. As I was getting ready to leave, I mentioned about going to the movies that weekend and inviting her along. She said sure and if we had went to see a late night showing that it was okay if I spent the night. As it turns out, she had either had other plans or she made other plans after I left. Either way, when I told her the time and day, she couldn't make it.

That alone ticked me off severely.

To top it off, she wanted me to bring her notes for one of her classes that I had already previously taken and passed. She had the balls to make one of her roommates come and get their mail because it was theirs. Not hers. She wasn't going to run it down and bother with three flights of stairs just to meet the girl in the parking lot. When it comes to me giving my notes, she can't even make it to a room that is on her way to her class to get the damned notes. I HAVE TO TAKE THEM TO HER!!!

Fuck this! If this is what it means to have friends then I really don't want them. It's like guys. My family keeps asking me if I've met a guy yet. Hell no! When I tell them no, they're all like, "are you going after women" with disgust in their voices. I really do just one day say "yeah. There is a girl. You got a problem with it?" just to see what the hell they have to say about it.

As it stands, there is no one in my life and whether it be a guy or a girl, to hell with anyone that has a problem with it. I've never needed anyone before and I don't need anyone now.